This morning, as I was driving in to Church, I was thinking about that song by Randy Travis, “Promises.” It’s about a man who’s running around on his wife, and all of the promises he keeps making that he’ll change; and yet he knows he won’t. The chorus goes like this:
And I'll make promises
Promises to change
I'll make her promises swear I'll rearrange
And I'll start giving all the love she needs
If only she will stay
That led me further in to thinking how often we, how often I, sometimes use repentance as a means to appease my conscience. Much of the time, we’re sincere, aren’t we? “Next time I’ll change. Next Time I’ll turn to You first. Next time…” And we find ourselves in the slump. We want to change, maybe even desire it, but our desire to sin overwhelms us. I think these promises and desires are both a bit misguided. What is more, this misguided thought process leads us in to “I’m not good enough to do what I’m called to do.”
Loved ones, our desire shouldn’t be to be a good person or to sin less. A good friend pointed that out to me last night in a conversation we were having. Our desire should be for God and His glory, trusting in His power and His strength through Jesus Christ to save us. God prepares the works, He gives us the power and strength through His Holy Spirit, who is granted to us by the work of Christ on the Cross. We should desire, instead, to seek first the Kingdom of God and His Righteousness. We should seek to walk by the power of God. The promises we make when we slump or fall in to sin are as with children promising to do better next time after they get caught. Let us, instead, desire to be saved in our relationship to Jesus Christ.
Romans 7
Or do you not know, brothers—for I am speaking to those who know the law—that the law is binding on a person only as long as he lives? For a married woman is bound by law to her husband while he lives, but if her husband dies she is released from the law of marriage. Accordingly, she will be called an adulteress if she lives with another man while her husband is alive. But if her husband dies, she is free from that law, and if she marries another man she is not an adulteress.
Likewise, my brothers, you also have died to the law through the body of Christ, so that you may belong to another, to him who has been raised from the dead, in order that we may bear fruit for God. For while we were living in the flesh, our sinful passions, aroused by the law, were at work in our members to bear fruit for death. But now we are released from the law, having died to that which held us captive, so that we serve in the new way of the Spirit and not in the old way of the written code.
What then shall we say? That the law is sin? By no means! Yet if it had not been for the law, I would not have known sin. For I would not have known what it is to covet if the law had not said, “You shall not covet.” But sin, seizing an opportunity through the commandment, produced in me all kinds of covetousness. For apart from the law, sin lies dead. I was once alive apart from the law, but when the commandment came, sin came alive and I died. The very commandment that promised life proved to be death to me. For sin, seizing an opportunity through the commandment, deceived me and through it killed me. So the law is holy, and the commandment is holy and righteous and good.
Did that which is good, then, bring death to me? By no means! It was sin, producing death in me through what is good, in order that sin might be shown to be sin, and through the commandment might become sinful beyond measure. For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am of the flesh, sold under sin. For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.
So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin.
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